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Friday, June 11, 2010

My Personality Crisis

What better day to have a midlife crisis than on one's 51st birthday? I'm over a half-century old and swore I would be dead by the time I was 30. Haha, who have I cheated? I guess I needed to stick around for the kids, and I will sprain my arm patting myself on the back for those two. All I know is when I was 30 those eggs didn't even drop into the tube yet and my biggest worry was what would I be drinking that night. Two decades later how things have changed.

But one thing remains the same. My desire to take the summer off. Always have, always will. No matter where I worked, and I was never a teacher so didn't get paid to have that time off, my employer always gave me the freedom to leave and then begged me to come back in the fall. Sometimes I did, sometimes I didn't. Since I'm my own boss now I will do the same, and put my life on hold. Maybe I can finagle a raise when I return.

Of course there are some things I cannot shirk like monthly taxes, quarterly returns, seeing my child through surgery and nursing her back to health. But other stuff I can skip, especially self-imposed deadlines, and you know what, I'm not going to feel guilty about it. I don't know how many years I have left so I'm going to enjoy myself -- perhaps travel, do some paranormal investigations, if lucky hit lotto, maybe have a personality crisis. I'll be here, there and everywhere but nowhere in particular. See you around!

Fudgie Wudgies here!!! (Only Brooklynites will understand!)


  1. This 56 year old would go back to 51 any old day... was 20 pounds lighter then.

    Have fun taking time off and enjoy this year of your life.


  2. Time off is good. I am slowly learning to like it.